2:58 AM
In the Back of Yellow Checkered Cars <3sometimes taking the longest way home is also the best.
and the things you look forward to arent all that great after all.
Walking Home with Gets was Amazing :D
Reciting commands like bullettrains and figuring with damn leg to hantakaki/berhanti on.
finally we got our magic formula! :D
hantakaki: [dont mention to me again zomg. >:'( ] -still remains unsure.-
berhanti: sequad ber-ha-aa-ahn-ti!
OR seq-kuad ber-han-ti!
i love oriang disamulung kenandiam. (:
we love keblakang :D
went to grab bubbletea along the way. some etiope, bead, acorn (pick one) spilled her tea right next to my feet and got chocolate stains all over our socks and shoes and DIDNT EVEN SAY SORRY. wtfness. decided to be nice and let other ppl cut our queue and WHAT HAPPENED?! ;O like six other ppl decided they could cut our queue too! >:(
but finally got my honey milk teaaa! :D
continued discussing our horrible commanding. yes this time we're
REALLY GOING TO SUE sbs. >:(
psst! left home fifteen minutes earlier than usual and reach with five min to spare :D
gets left super early also had had lots of time to spare and WHAT HAPPENED? :O
the 6.45 bus
didnt come >:(
and guess what? it's
265. shocker.
realised we're horrible worrible commanders ): [I EFFING SAID A WRONG COMMAND >:'(]
so we decided to PULL UP OUR SOCKS :D
and we stopped at the nearest void deck, whipped out my handphone and STARTED DOING FOOTDRILL :D hee took turns being comm and squad! and practiced the whole 'cool-and-low-yet-confident-and-forceful-with-superb-clarity-and-precision tone.' recorded everything down and LEARNT FROM OUR MISTAKES :D spent like damn long there.
gets thinks my legs are nice.
someone please tell her fat shapeless horrible legs are not nice. :/
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had sex ed talk today. ;D jiamin is sooo dumb and hilarious.
one.
-class-
charlotte: i think you're psychic! -awe and admiration-
jf: i think so too! after all, i'm like the daughter of jean and logan :D
charlotte: ... ... jiamin! jiafengs going crazy. she thinks shes the daughter of jean grey.
jm: chee kway?! who's chee kway!
charlotte: -dies laughing
jiafeng: &%#$%^&*( >:( !!!!!!!
two.
-during sex ed talk.-
jm: hey jiafeng what if they do it, then got so much friction and
ZHAO HUO?
jf: WTF lmao hahahahah!
like wtf and she said it in the really innocent and curious way xD
three.
-in MATH class-
jiafeng: jiamin! i miss _(someone)_! ):
jiamin (shocked and delighted) : HUH?!?!?!!? -screams-
-everyone stares-
o.O
told ya i missed school :D
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softball today was awesome shit :D
scored a homerun! :D AND caught a fly ball HEE. (:
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A penny for your thoughts
But a dollar for your insides
And a fortune for your disaster
I'm just a painter and im drawing a blank
We only want to sing you to sleep
In your bedroom speakers wooh!
We need umbrellas on the inside
Get me just right
They say quitters never win
But we walk the plank on a sinking ship
Theres a world outside of my front door
That gets off on me being down
Oh oh oh!
I could learn to pity fools
As i'm the worst of all
I can't stop feeling sorry for myself
oh oh oh oh oh oh !
We only want to sing you to sleep
In your bedroom speakers Wooh!
We need umbrellas on the inside
Get us right
They say quitters never win
But we walk the plank on a sinking ship
Theres a world outside of my front door
That gets off on me being down
Broken down on memory lane
Alone together, we're alone
Broken down on memory lane
Alone together, we're alone
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dum dum, -snap snap-, dum dum, -snap-dum dum, -snap snap-, dum dum, -snap-dum dum, -snap snap-, dum dum -snap-
CHING CHING, chuka chukanenenenenenenenenenenenenenenenennenenenenenenenWHOA-OH-OH OH.who can tell me which FOB song this -points up- comes from shall get a prize :D
;now press repeat.
Labels: fob, footdrill, lyrics, stupid 265
8:28 AM
Dont Pretend You Ever Forgot 'Bout Me. [we dont fight fair]WHEE!
i love first day of schools. all the excitment buzzing and seeing old friends :D
today was pretty great, sides the horrible SStest last term that i failed terribly gah.
hee this aint a scene!
Just started on Stephen King's 'Cell'. its shit awesome and incredibly grusome. like started the book with a great bang of like what, ten deaths in ten pages? all horrific os, mind you. this woman ripping the ear of her dog out, then another teenage girl bit her throat off in turn. hm.
The Pulse.
here's a quote i found highly amusing.
'He was naked except for a pair of what looked like brand-new Nikes with bright red swooshes. His cock swung from side to side like the pendulum of a grandfather clock on speed.'
i love randomness and the time to blog (:
Labels: randomness
8:04 AM
Run From The Noise Of The Street And The Loaded Gun;hm i seem to be blogging a lot these few days.
schools today! and i havent touched a single hw but who cares (:
i always have time to rush it in the end anyway.
sigh.
i really really miss jiamin. gah. for a few days now. weird and unexplainable but yeah.
she's really nice :D i miss miss miss tablemates!
i love threetruth.
i think jolene should get a blog (: and that gets and lou should blog more. and that we should have a sizzle blog! :D im rambling.
been doing harrypotter research! zomg ppl from my tuition class told me that theyre lots of rumours hermione's gonna die saving ron. ): hmm after doing my own reading up, i dont think so though. haha but that didnt stop me and jolene from doing extensive hours of research (that cut into our bathing times ): ) and talking for hours to discuss possibilities. bah.
im going to buy a lighter tmr. period. have been wanting to get one since p5. hmm think ill get from 77th street though i really want a zippo (: so i can flip the cap when im bored and light the candles at my bedside (: whee fire :D
actually i can't wait for school to start (:
but i'll miss the gameboys and sleeping more than half the day (:
oh well the friends are worth it though <3
---
tears stream, down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
tears stream, down your face and I
lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones.
and i will try
to
fix you.
Labels: harrypotter, lyrics, randomness
5:22 AM
we walk the plank on a sinking ship;hongkong was awesome shit. :D HEE bought loads of stuff there considering my usual notinterestedinclothes-self. free and easy trip. the food was good haha! and ive become obsessed with high end stuffs. like fantasizing over LV and chanel and dior. blah.
dad bought mom a fendi bag. hmm.
hee dad was very nice throughout this trip! :D bought me loads of stuff (: and talked to me more haha!
went disneyland! its crazy small but really magic :D i love mainstreet shops! i saw this freaking adorable eeyore and fell in love with it la :D really uber duber cute. but it was 95sing! and knew dad would kill me so i didnt get it ): oh me and my sister sat like all the rides. and saw all the shops. its that small :/ anddd we took pictures with jack sparrow! :D :D
shit i just went to weigh and i freaking put on TWOKG SINCE CRUISE :O
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day after hk was great! :D went for the healthy lifestyle badge thingum and dragged sizzle to town after that cause i insisted on going to ngeeann :D to fantasize more abt the highendbrands and look at the guess/boss models and the zara manaquins :D lou and i think zara manequins are uber hot :D HEE. oh its loh now, not lou :D cause i got myself a boyfriend, teehee! (que: who needs clauds anyway :D ) haha yay lou's logan (on my insistance) and im jean! (: so yay we're an item. AND
lou loh's damn nice. (psst, loh for loh-gahn!) like i'll as her to carry my bag and she'll comply! HEE. nice boyfriend :D
lou: omg my hairs a wreck.
jf: LOH! logan doesnt care abt his hair! ): -glares and pouts-
lou: oh okay sorry jeannie.
jf: ee your jeannie sounds horrid. just say red :D
lou: ... hm. HEY! -points to smth manutd.- DO YOU SEE SMTH RED? :D
jf: oh, you mean my hair?
:D :D
went kino to buy comics YAY! :D my collection is expanding madly :D jolene bought two thick thick slabs o.O really slabs la the books were that thick :D then went to take neos on gets insistance! the first time ive taken since secone o.O was damn damn damn fun though! :D i loved the ones i designed. i wrote INFINITY ON HIGH in DAMN fob-ish font la. yay it looks like the album print one :D and it was highly coveted :D -smiles and gets and lou-
went home with jol hahaha! sigh tried to trap her again so she'll go back to yck with me and take 13 home, but conscience got in the way :/ im so ncie to jol la. hmm im nice to everyone.
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ystd was prettaye fun too! :D went to make ic in the morning. was hell, but nvm. all i can say is i look damn damn gross ): I LOOK LIKE A MALAY FUGITIVE ): then rushed to amk to meet bougain! hee i love bougain :D WE WENT TO THE ARCADE HAHAHA OMG. damn fun. all thanks to me heeeeee! daytonaed like MAD. kept giving chances, thats why i didnt come in first. -nods meaningfully- kicked ass at timecrisis! (: but i so prefer house of the dead :/ its funner! and drummania is love. THERE WAS NO PARA ZOMGNESS. HAHA. damn sad D: ohh i met gwyneth. i seem to meet her a lot :O dno how many time alr haha.
then went to buy bbq goods! (: ended up buying more for myself than the whole bougain put tgt ): i knew i shouldnt have bought the hello panda for my sister! D: sighs. stupid sec twos kept hiding my food ): cause they said its disgusting. D: D: hahaha but they're very easy and fun to bully :D and kristins quite nice, she helped me carry stuff (granola bars) and let me eat her potato things! (: and ethellimjiekai became my second bf :D warren worthington! (: after hours, decided what to buy (we ended up with only sausages and mashmallows and fishballs) and we went back to amk to meet becca! then set off haha.
was okay, prettaye fun. the wires kept tripping but was fun anyway! im a good cook! (: think we bonded some haha! then went for a midnight walk with loh! (: woke all the dogs but who cares mannzzxzxz. family called! yay to ask if i wanted to watch the oceans13 night show. duh yes :D so left the bbq at 9ish and bussed home with becca priscilla and seeyi. hmm. quite funny.
pris: eh i very scared leh.
jf: why?
pris: i scared you take our squad, then later you command halfway and 'KAO!' cause you say wrongly.
jf: &*$^@^() KAOOO! ):
HEE.
then watched oceans! BP IS HOT. :D nope not badenpowell but bradpitt! :D he's like love. the wholething was good :D funny hahaha! and the whole casino thingum was uber cool. felt quite bad for the antagonist tho. ): ended around midnight.
gah. shall go offline and talk to lou/loh now! :D
randomness: I LOVE FOB! <3
psst. my current goal is to become glam! (:
psst again! my sillyyy sister made cheesecake. WITHOUT EGGS HEEHEE (:
pssssssst. photos anothe day, promise! :D sister kidnapped the camera D: she must have mixed it up with the eggs ):
Labels: guides, outings, sizzle
6:21 PM
Of Emcees And Farewellwarning: this is a ficking LOOOONG post.
extract from gets's blog."its so soon. keep thinking its only yesterday when we entered guides and treated the sec twos (now sec fours) like gods or something. and when everyone went round crushing rachel tay and saying may lee was hyper(O.o?). and saying they loved selina's name, cos its like s.h.e. that selena. oh the times.
and now people are still loving rachel tay (looks at jf) and may's really active physically, and i've gotten over selina's name."
ilu gets! (:
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here's the sweetest present(s) i've ever received:
THANK YOU RACHELTAYTARIK! :D
"THANK YOU for all the random moments we shared
THANK YOU for all the love you've given me
THANK YOU for, like candles, your pressence lights up my life
THANK YOU, for all the simplest memories we've shared
THANK YOU for being the friend i never had
THANK YOU for all the letters we've shared"
thnks fr th mmrs.
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to, YOU.
When i saw your presents, the first thing that came to my mind was this song, so here goes.
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
I really cant believe that time passes this fast. it seems just ystd that we hated each other and called each others names and gossiped abt each other. and then that's where it started. KUCHA. i rmb staring unbelievedly at that dreaded list. right on top, PL: carmen cheng. PS: rachel tay. i went your class. discussed proposal. glared daggers at each other. then, i really don't know how, but by some miracle, i started to find you, quite okay la. precamp with you was awesome. the stuuupid mashmallow tricks and miss gwee's shirt and all the crap we did, like the chunkoaling and killing grass. and before we knew it, we were spending every free moment of camp gossiping and sort of bitching. and then, after camp, weird, and unexplainable, but we started msning new gossips. and that's how it all started.
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
the next thing i knew, we were betting. i lost the first ever bet, and i owed you ice tea. it was a friday. along with the ice tea, i wrote you a short note, really short. like twenty words. then i passed it to you (you were at the bookshop with your friends). and later during guides, i was sitting near the staircase, when you walked past. you flashed the usual 'hello-i-see-you-but-i-dont-want-anyone-to-know-i'm-saying-hello' smile and then, very very unexpectedly, you tossed your reply at me. we vowed to keep our letters short, we were busy enough, but who knew? the notes evolved to one page, then two pages, then two papers even. and those used to be daily letters. o.O and thus, the whole letter sequence was formed.
and then, time flew, and it was greybadges farewell. i know exactly what you did for me, and i'm really really very grateful. thanks so much for sticking up for me when noone would, i really really appreciate that. thanks for believing in me when noone would, for giving me a chance when others scoffed. "i help people who i think deserve it", you said.
in the end, nothing mattered. nothing mattered because, hey i know you tried, and, most importantly, "you do things for the love of guides." thanks so much for teaching me that.
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
thanks for all the times you cheered me up when i was down. all the smses, testimonials, calls. tags, emails, letters. every time i felt like giving up, you were always there for me. ALWAYS. this year's thinking day. Hollywoodaction emcee. when i was so stressed i was crying every night but i didnt tell anyone. then you gave me a talk or smth, and indirectly, without knowing it, i decided not to give up. cause of the postcard you wrote me. 'if you ever feel like giving up, then simply, for my sake, dont.' that was the line that kept me going. even for schoolwork. you even volunteered to give me a math crashcourse for eoy last year. and the whole 73.8% target thing. up to this day, you havent let me down once, its always the other way round. i'm so sorry i can only repay your kindness with disappointment.
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved methanks for being one of the few i can trust with my secrets. i rmb how we really trusted each other (and still do!) and yeah you told me lots of stuff you've never told anyone. you've never ever revealed anything i didnt want you to, except for two occasions i think, one when you let it slip in front of you friends (but made them swear to not tell anyone anyway) and two, last years list. but i realised that its my fault anyway, so yeah.
thanks for being the friend i can always confide in, be it troubles or gossip or problems or good news or feelings or whatever, you've always readily lent a listening ear. thanks for all our crazy midnight conversations and breaking of records (which incidentally, stands at urm what was it? 3.50am or smth) thanks for still messaging me to cheer me up/on though your message limit's already exploded.
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
then soon, we started being more open with our friendship. we took our first picture, we waved openly when noone was looking, we exchanged secret grins, we mentioned each other on our blogs (
I LOVE YOU LOGANPIE!) etc. to me, the ultimate step that touched me the most was when you admited to your friends that we're, well, friends :D :D :D and although im not on top of your friends list (HAHAHAHA) yeah was really shocked and touched when you told me! :D hahah we went out for outings twice, not including the times i helped you do all your shit, eg helping you buy ICECREAM or GOING ALL THE WAY to j8 to collect your stupid tickets and pass them back yo you at amk library. then again, you did a lot of stuff for me too, like the FALLOUTBOY concert call and whatnot. and im really really sorry i only got a 2 on your friendtest ): like felt damn bad when like may got what, 100? haha was fun tho (: and this year! all the popping up to your class, scandalstairs, lynning and jming around!! always popping into your class and disturbing the tchr :D
jf: err. wo ke yi jian yu4 mei2 mahh?
sjw: HAR. shen me?
jf: erm. yu4 mei4!
sjw: zhao shui?
jf: yu2 mei4..
sjw: puzzled look.
jf: AIYAH. RACHEL TAY LAH.
:D
you were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved meand then 2/25/o7, exactly one month before my birthday, we sorta hugged. :D forced, but still sorta. HAHA. yeah i admit it was awkward and very forced and embarassing, but looking back now, i guess i dont regret it (: who knows whens the next time we'll get to hug again? (: let's not drift, cause i really cant bear to. and YOU. promise to come back at every opprtunity okay :D thanks one last time for all those moments, for trusting and believing in me, and for everything.
I'm everything I am
Because you loved mebecause you loved me (:---
okay this whole chunk is for
MAYLEE, cause i prosmied her i'll blog my thanks :D
psst. sorry this is so overdue!
HELLO :D first ever bougain PS! :D THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH for everything! those crazy crazy lame times and jokes and just plain horsing around :D stealing of ezlink cards and crazy ideas for emcee and harry potter and our repairing wands!!! omg miss those times :D
thanks for all your advice throughout these years! dont worry, i WILL change (: i'll do my best to do what you said and change my attitude and everything. thanks for always believing the best in me and always giving me chances. thanks for standing up for me and being there for me! i rmb in sec two i really looked up to you cause (HAHA) i thought you were cool to juggle PL seriousness and bougain joking tgt. like being serious when you need to be yet not losing your fun streak and everything. (: thanks for putting up with my irritatingness and annoyingness and everything. you and cheryl are the best PLs ever! :D emceeing with you was great, HAHA i dont think id have that much fun with anyone else when discussing boring scripts and stupid casinos. xD thanks for all the 269s home tgt and waiting at the interchange until you left :D and the emoing in the bus when you talked to your friends! HAHA wont ever forget that, thought it was quite funny :D oh and THANKS for being such a great rp! you helped me with a lot of stuff when i needed help! HEE the OVEREXAGGERATION of an EMERGENCY that got me crying madly in the car. HMPH.
sorry for all the many times i let you down, not meeting up to your expectations and letting my immaturity be a problem. :/ sorry on behalf of the squad for the horrible footdrill sessions when everyone refused to time and all. sorry for always throwing your shoes down the specs stand when you get too irritating during patrol meetings :D and sorry for my irresponsibility and screwing up of cf :/ AND. DAMN DAMN freaking sorry for deleting the whole chunk of script that day, I REALLY REALLY dont know what i did! ><
thanks for giving me the chance to be a commander. :Oi swear, i really didnt expect to be the eighth.i wont let you down, not again :Dhee your jokes always cheer me up :D even emcee auds with you was fun! especially the HARRYPOTTER ONE zomgness! (: making them shout and coming up the container class to perform :D and the CALLBACKS. twograce classroom! HAHAHA FIGHTING WITH BROOMSTICKS. and being the DISTRACTION omg was LOVE. HAHHA AND SETTING TRAPS FOR THE SEC TWOS WHICH IN THE END RESULTED IN ME FALLING DOWN xD haha the fan in front of the door to blow them away! and the JELLING OF HAIR HAHAHA. I LOVE YOU MALFOY! :D harrypotterGoCF '07 was freak awesome :D dont know if you can rmb, or if it had as big as an impact on you as on me, but yeah, thats something i'll never forget, and thank you so much for everything! :D
YOU COME BACK TOO OKAY.
AND PS. you OWE ME MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT :D :D
and thanks for telling everyone my dads a raving manical lunatic. xD
AND yes i know my suit cant fit you.
too bad :D
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES MAY LEE MING FANG! :D---
afternotes.
and hey my loganpie. :D
just want you to know, although you DIDNT bring me to UK to buy xmen stuffs, i still love you :D
we'll just have to take the later flight.
cause i'll always be waiting for ya.love,
jeanpie. xXx
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I'm gonna make it bend and break
(It sent you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case god doesn't show
(Let the good times roll
Let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's for wrongs that make the words come to life
Who does he think he is?
If that's the worst you got, better put your fingers back to the keys
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter
Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going back
In these crystal balls
It's always cloudy
Except when you look into the past
One night stand
(One night stand)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter
They say
"I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms
Collecting patient lovers"
Get me out of my mind
Get you out of those clothes
I'm a letter away
From getting you into the mood
Whoa
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter
(One night, one more time)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
(One night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
(For the memories)
Thanks for the memories
(For the memories)
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter---
goodbye my lovergoodbye my friend,you have been the onefor me.<3Labels: emo, farewell, guides, love, lyrics, pictures
8:00 AM
WHEE!
this is late but, yeah.
birthday was
awesome shit! :D
thanks truckloads to all those who stayed up till twleve to wish me! :D
especially jiamin gets tay may lijia lou!
k recappp!
honestly. day started out horribly. cried some HAHA.
then was feeling terrible and emo cause like it was suchh a boring and drab day ):
THEN,
SIZZLE CALLED. hahah!
meet jol lou and gets at town!
and they refused to tell me the plan :D
so anyway, they were horribly late :'(
and they said they didnt get me presents ): HAHA.
cause gets thought it was FIRST JULY OMF. and lou and jol no time -.-
and when they (finally) arrived! they took me to swangsons! I LOVE SWANGS :D
which is damn sweet cause last year my parents said they would and in the end they ditched me ): so they were making up for it (:
so anyway! they brought me to the swensons and when i stepped in, ppl started singing birthday songs HAHA. not for me tho -.- looked over and to my and lous surprise, we saw eirene! [pronunced: eye-rhee-knee] HAHA : D shes a j1 girl and super nice la. came over to say hi (:
then we sat at the table and lou jol gets immediately started conversing in code which was DAMN IRRITATING HAHAH.
eg,
gets: SHIT LOU! when they serve the BC, then we gice the RC!?
lou: i dno! the NB how!?
jol: HARR!? LET ME HEAR!
haha damn coolness :D
then jol ordered after THEY THREE DISCUSSED and daoed me ): and they ordered smth secret HAHA and didnt tell me what.
turns out they ordered the birthday icecream thingum and my favorite BANANA CRUMBLE GOSHNESS : D like okay i have the best friends in the world! so the birthday ice cream with a candle came and they sang a birthday song : D damn fun lahh i think we made damn shitload of noise x) then while we dug in, the three of them suddenly started staring and smirking and nodding and prodding and conversed in secret code again!
and suddenly!
POOOFFF! they produced this ripcurl bag! :D HAHA. THEY BOUGHT ME DAMN NICE SLIPPERS! cause they noticed that im poor and only have my old blue ones omg i freaKing love love love sizzle! so was damn touched xD
k after the bday icecream, they served banana crumble! (: and then they did the stupid CODE SYSTEM AGAIN. and WHEEE gets started brandishing this topshop bag!! :D ubberr prettaye notebook and they filled it with sweet stuffs and notes : D HAHA DAMN TOUCHED AGAIN. cried like a total of three times alr -.- cause was damn happy and touched!
k after crumble, we ordered our real meals HAHA. yes fats ): got a chicken baked rice and jol got AGLIOOLIO : D damn love. then i said that we share the cost k! then lou said:
lou: yeah we paying for what we eat.
-catches gets's eye and nods meaningfully-
jf: SERIOUS AH! dont pay for me k dont want to be a freeloader!
gets: hm. ye-aahh.
jf: GUIDE HONOUR! swear that we share equally!
jol: -coughs- urm im not a good guide, so cant do guide honour.
gets: -coughing fit-
lou: ahem, im not a good guide either. -looks away.-
HAHA. so after two hours of binging and fun, thw bill arrived! and it was over fifty >: ( SO TOOK OUT WALLET AND SUDDENLY THEY JUMPED INTO ACTION. like they snatched my wallet away and the paid the full bill wtf. thats freaking ex la like that included the ex slippers and notebook confirm damn ex ); so was quite pissed. but they were like begging me to let them pay so i was like k wtv la HAHA.
then THE BIG PLAN PART TWO : D
we rannnn to cine to watch a movie! (: last minute desicion but wth (: lou and jol insisted on REWATCHING the boring potc but gets and i were adamant about SHREK HAHA. so we watched shrek! AND GUESS WHAT, they freaking treated me again ): felt damn bad.
anyway, movie rocked! damn funny, but not all that memorable xD we owned the whold row of seats man. put our legs up high and curled up into balls and laughed and giggled madly :D ANG GUESS WHAT. the seat i was seating on was J 01. which is fucking cool cause JUNE 01!!!! OMG hahaha damn significant and didnt even realise it :D then we went j8 to get lous shilingji -.- and went to check out my spiderman 3 game!
[edit: JIAYAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS, ive decided you can buy me a spiderman3 game or a new ipod! :D ]THENNN! my phone rang and zomgness! HAHAHA IT WAS EmoKidsUtd minus me and lj!! team columbia! haha wtv. CLAUDS CHARLOTTE SHU CALLED MEEE. and they started screaming happy birthday and everything and was uber touched cause i thought theyed forgot :D turned out they were busy w rmun and could only call then : D
haha then went hoommme after walking some. then sheena and gang came over to celebrate zomg! : D and mom bought me a birthday cake :D thought she forgot! :D and she gave me fifty bucks too hahahas. slept damn late playing sims and killing maids :D rockkiish.
then next morning! parents brought me to (zomg) swensons -.- HAHAHA. maybe they were feeling bad bout pangsehhing me last year xP and i ordered the exact same thing lah.
okay rounding off! thanks a lottt to everyone who made my day!!!! esp my dad, who freaking bought me my ds lite and pkmn diamond and digimon story ds! HAHA. and of course sizzle! cause yeah theyve been saving a lot for firstjune :D and they spent over 130 i think.
haha wheeeeee!
okay off to check on loganjean stuffs! havent been keeping up with redshipping much due to training digimons. xD
Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning and burning down
Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know, you'll know ;so we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss <3Labels: birthdays, gameboy, outings, shoutouts, sizzle
2:58 AM
In the Back of Yellow Checkered Cars <3sometimes taking the longest way home is also the best.
and the things you look forward to arent all that great after all.
Walking Home with Gets was Amazing :D
Reciting commands like bullettrains and figuring with damn leg to hantakaki/berhanti on.
finally we got our magic formula! :D
hantakaki: [dont mention to me again zomg. >:'( ] -still remains unsure.-
berhanti: sequad ber-ha-aa-ahn-ti!
OR seq-kuad ber-han-ti!
i love oriang disamulung kenandiam. (:
we love keblakang :D
went to grab bubbletea along the way. some etiope, bead, acorn (pick one) spilled her tea right next to my feet and got chocolate stains all over our socks and shoes and DIDNT EVEN SAY SORRY. wtfness. decided to be nice and let other ppl cut our queue and WHAT HAPPENED?! ;O like six other ppl decided they could cut our queue too! >:(
but finally got my honey milk teaaa! :D
continued discussing our horrible commanding. yes this time we're
REALLY GOING TO SUE sbs. >:(
psst! left home fifteen minutes earlier than usual and reach with five min to spare :D
gets left super early also had had lots of time to spare and WHAT HAPPENED? :O
the 6.45 bus
didnt come >:(
and guess what? it's
265. shocker.
realised we're horrible worrible commanders ): [I EFFING SAID A WRONG COMMAND >:'(]
so we decided to PULL UP OUR SOCKS :D
and we stopped at the nearest void deck, whipped out my handphone and STARTED DOING FOOTDRILL :D hee took turns being comm and squad! and practiced the whole 'cool-and-low-yet-confident-and-forceful-with-superb-clarity-and-precision tone.' recorded everything down and LEARNT FROM OUR MISTAKES :D spent like damn long there.
gets thinks my legs are nice.
someone please tell her fat shapeless horrible legs are not nice. :/
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had sex ed talk today. ;D jiamin is sooo dumb and hilarious.
one.
-class-
charlotte: i think you're psychic! -awe and admiration-
jf: i think so too! after all, i'm like the daughter of jean and logan :D
charlotte: ... ... jiamin! jiafengs going crazy. she thinks shes the daughter of jean grey.
jm: chee kway?! who's chee kway!
charlotte: -dies laughing
jiafeng: &%#$%^&*( >:( !!!!!!!
two.
-during sex ed talk.-
jm: hey jiafeng what if they do it, then got so much friction and
ZHAO HUO?
jf: WTF lmao hahahahah!
like wtf and she said it in the really innocent and curious way xD
three.
-in MATH class-
jiafeng: jiamin! i miss _(someone)_! ):
jiamin (shocked and delighted) : HUH?!?!?!!? -screams-
-everyone stares-
o.O
told ya i missed school :D
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softball today was awesome shit :D
scored a homerun! :D AND caught a fly ball HEE. (:
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A penny for your thoughts
But a dollar for your insides
And a fortune for your disaster
I'm just a painter and im drawing a blank
We only want to sing you to sleep
In your bedroom speakers wooh!
We need umbrellas on the inside
Get me just right
They say quitters never win
But we walk the plank on a sinking ship
Theres a world outside of my front door
That gets off on me being down
Oh oh oh!
I could learn to pity fools
As i'm the worst of all
I can't stop feeling sorry for myself
oh oh oh oh oh oh !
We only want to sing you to sleep
In your bedroom speakers Wooh!
We need umbrellas on the inside
Get us right
They say quitters never win
But we walk the plank on a sinking ship
Theres a world outside of my front door
That gets off on me being down
Broken down on memory lane
Alone together, we're alone
Broken down on memory lane
Alone together, we're alone
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dum dum, -snap snap-, dum dum, -snap-dum dum, -snap snap-, dum dum, -snap-dum dum, -snap snap-, dum dum -snap-
CHING CHING, chuka chukanenenenenenenenenenenenenenenenennenenenenenenenWHOA-OH-OH OH.who can tell me which FOB song this -points up- comes from shall get a prize :D
;now press repeat.
Labels: fob, footdrill, lyrics, stupid 265
8:28 AM
Dont Pretend You Ever Forgot 'Bout Me. [we dont fight fair]WHEE!
i love first day of schools. all the excitment buzzing and seeing old friends :D
today was pretty great, sides the horrible SStest last term that i failed terribly gah.
hee this aint a scene!
Just started on Stephen King's 'Cell'. its shit awesome and incredibly grusome. like started the book with a great bang of like what, ten deaths in ten pages? all horrific os, mind you. this woman ripping the ear of her dog out, then another teenage girl bit her throat off in turn. hm.
The Pulse.
here's a quote i found highly amusing.
'He was naked except for a pair of what looked like brand-new Nikes with bright red swooshes. His cock swung from side to side like the pendulum of a grandfather clock on speed.'
i love randomness and the time to blog (:
Labels: randomness
8:04 AM
Run From The Noise Of The Street And The Loaded Gun;hm i seem to be blogging a lot these few days.
schools today! and i havent touched a single hw but who cares (:
i always have time to rush it in the end anyway.
sigh.
i really really miss jiamin. gah. for a few days now. weird and unexplainable but yeah.
she's really nice :D i miss miss miss tablemates!
i love threetruth.
i think jolene should get a blog (: and that gets and lou should blog more. and that we should have a sizzle blog! :D im rambling.
been doing harrypotter research! zomg ppl from my tuition class told me that theyre lots of rumours hermione's gonna die saving ron. ): hmm after doing my own reading up, i dont think so though. haha but that didnt stop me and jolene from doing extensive hours of research (that cut into our bathing times ): ) and talking for hours to discuss possibilities. bah.
im going to buy a lighter tmr. period. have been wanting to get one since p5. hmm think ill get from 77th street though i really want a zippo (: so i can flip the cap when im bored and light the candles at my bedside (: whee fire :D
actually i can't wait for school to start (:
but i'll miss the gameboys and sleeping more than half the day (:
oh well the friends are worth it though <3
---
tears stream, down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
tears stream, down your face and I
lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones.
and i will try
to
fix you.
Labels: harrypotter, lyrics, randomness
5:22 AM
we walk the plank on a sinking ship;hongkong was awesome shit. :D HEE bought loads of stuff there considering my usual notinterestedinclothes-self. free and easy trip. the food was good haha! and ive become obsessed with high end stuffs. like fantasizing over LV and chanel and dior. blah.
dad bought mom a fendi bag. hmm.
hee dad was very nice throughout this trip! :D bought me loads of stuff (: and talked to me more haha!
went disneyland! its crazy small but really magic :D i love mainstreet shops! i saw this freaking adorable eeyore and fell in love with it la :D really uber duber cute. but it was 95sing! and knew dad would kill me so i didnt get it ): oh me and my sister sat like all the rides. and saw all the shops. its that small :/ anddd we took pictures with jack sparrow! :D :D
shit i just went to weigh and i freaking put on TWOKG SINCE CRUISE :O
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day after hk was great! :D went for the healthy lifestyle badge thingum and dragged sizzle to town after that cause i insisted on going to ngeeann :D to fantasize more abt the highendbrands and look at the guess/boss models and the zara manaquins :D lou and i think zara manequins are uber hot :D HEE. oh its loh now, not lou :D cause i got myself a boyfriend, teehee! (que: who needs clauds anyway :D ) haha yay lou's logan (on my insistance) and im jean! (: so yay we're an item. AND
lou loh's damn nice. (psst, loh for loh-gahn!) like i'll as her to carry my bag and she'll comply! HEE. nice boyfriend :D
lou: omg my hairs a wreck.
jf: LOH! logan doesnt care abt his hair! ): -glares and pouts-
lou: oh okay sorry jeannie.
jf: ee your jeannie sounds horrid. just say red :D
lou: ... hm. HEY! -points to smth manutd.- DO YOU SEE SMTH RED? :D
jf: oh, you mean my hair?
:D :D
went kino to buy comics YAY! :D my collection is expanding madly :D jolene bought two thick thick slabs o.O really slabs la the books were that thick :D then went to take neos on gets insistance! the first time ive taken since secone o.O was damn damn damn fun though! :D i loved the ones i designed. i wrote INFINITY ON HIGH in DAMN fob-ish font la. yay it looks like the album print one :D and it was highly coveted :D -smiles and gets and lou-
went home with jol hahaha! sigh tried to trap her again so she'll go back to yck with me and take 13 home, but conscience got in the way :/ im so ncie to jol la. hmm im nice to everyone.
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ystd was prettaye fun too! :D went to make ic in the morning. was hell, but nvm. all i can say is i look damn damn gross ): I LOOK LIKE A MALAY FUGITIVE ): then rushed to amk to meet bougain! hee i love bougain :D WE WENT TO THE ARCADE HAHAHA OMG. damn fun. all thanks to me heeeeee! daytonaed like MAD. kept giving chances, thats why i didnt come in first. -nods meaningfully- kicked ass at timecrisis! (: but i so prefer house of the dead :/ its funner! and drummania is love. THERE WAS NO PARA ZOMGNESS. HAHA. damn sad D: ohh i met gwyneth. i seem to meet her a lot :O dno how many time alr haha.
then went to buy bbq goods! (: ended up buying more for myself than the whole bougain put tgt ): i knew i shouldnt have bought the hello panda for my sister! D: sighs. stupid sec twos kept hiding my food ): cause they said its disgusting. D: D: hahaha but they're very easy and fun to bully :D and kristins quite nice, she helped me carry stuff (granola bars) and let me eat her potato things! (: and ethellimjiekai became my second bf :D warren worthington! (: after hours, decided what to buy (we ended up with only sausages and mashmallows and fishballs) and we went back to amk to meet becca! then set off haha.
was okay, prettaye fun. the wires kept tripping but was fun anyway! im a good cook! (: think we bonded some haha! then went for a midnight walk with loh! (: woke all the dogs but who cares mannzzxzxz. family called! yay to ask if i wanted to watch the oceans13 night show. duh yes :D so left the bbq at 9ish and bussed home with becca priscilla and seeyi. hmm. quite funny.
pris: eh i very scared leh.
jf: why?
pris: i scared you take our squad, then later you command halfway and 'KAO!' cause you say wrongly.
jf: &*$^@^() KAOOO! ):
HEE.
then watched oceans! BP IS HOT. :D nope not badenpowell but bradpitt! :D he's like love. the wholething was good :D funny hahaha! and the whole casino thingum was uber cool. felt quite bad for the antagonist tho. ): ended around midnight.
gah. shall go offline and talk to lou/loh now! :D
randomness: I LOVE FOB! <3
psst. my current goal is to become glam! (:
psst again! my sillyyy sister made cheesecake. WITHOUT EGGS HEEHEE (:
pssssssst. photos anothe day, promise! :D sister kidnapped the camera D: she must have mixed it up with the eggs ):
Labels: guides, outings, sizzle
6:21 PM
Of Emcees And Farewellwarning: this is a ficking LOOOONG post.
extract from gets's blog."its so soon. keep thinking its only yesterday when we entered guides and treated the sec twos (now sec fours) like gods or something. and when everyone went round crushing rachel tay and saying may lee was hyper(O.o?). and saying they loved selina's name, cos its like s.h.e. that selena. oh the times.
and now people are still loving rachel tay (looks at jf) and may's really active physically, and i've gotten over selina's name."
ilu gets! (:
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here's the sweetest present(s) i've ever received:
THANK YOU RACHELTAYTARIK! :D
"THANK YOU for all the random moments we shared
THANK YOU for all the love you've given me
THANK YOU for, like candles, your pressence lights up my life
THANK YOU, for all the simplest memories we've shared
THANK YOU for being the friend i never had
THANK YOU for all the letters we've shared"
thnks fr th mmrs.
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to, YOU.
When i saw your presents, the first thing that came to my mind was this song, so here goes.
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
I really cant believe that time passes this fast. it seems just ystd that we hated each other and called each others names and gossiped abt each other. and then that's where it started. KUCHA. i rmb staring unbelievedly at that dreaded list. right on top, PL: carmen cheng. PS: rachel tay. i went your class. discussed proposal. glared daggers at each other. then, i really don't know how, but by some miracle, i started to find you, quite okay la. precamp with you was awesome. the stuuupid mashmallow tricks and miss gwee's shirt and all the crap we did, like the chunkoaling and killing grass. and before we knew it, we were spending every free moment of camp gossiping and sort of bitching. and then, after camp, weird, and unexplainable, but we started msning new gossips. and that's how it all started.
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
the next thing i knew, we were betting. i lost the first ever bet, and i owed you ice tea. it was a friday. along with the ice tea, i wrote you a short note, really short. like twenty words. then i passed it to you (you were at the bookshop with your friends). and later during guides, i was sitting near the staircase, when you walked past. you flashed the usual 'hello-i-see-you-but-i-dont-want-anyone-to-know-i'm-saying-hello' smile and then, very very unexpectedly, you tossed your reply at me. we vowed to keep our letters short, we were busy enough, but who knew? the notes evolved to one page, then two pages, then two papers even. and those used to be daily letters. o.O and thus, the whole letter sequence was formed.
and then, time flew, and it was greybadges farewell. i know exactly what you did for me, and i'm really really very grateful. thanks so much for sticking up for me when noone would, i really really appreciate that. thanks for believing in me when noone would, for giving me a chance when others scoffed. "i help people who i think deserve it", you said.
in the end, nothing mattered. nothing mattered because, hey i know you tried, and, most importantly, "you do things for the love of guides." thanks so much for teaching me that.
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
thanks for all the times you cheered me up when i was down. all the smses, testimonials, calls. tags, emails, letters. every time i felt like giving up, you were always there for me. ALWAYS. this year's thinking day. Hollywoodaction emcee. when i was so stressed i was crying every night but i didnt tell anyone. then you gave me a talk or smth, and indirectly, without knowing it, i decided not to give up. cause of the postcard you wrote me. 'if you ever feel like giving up, then simply, for my sake, dont.' that was the line that kept me going. even for schoolwork. you even volunteered to give me a math crashcourse for eoy last year. and the whole 73.8% target thing. up to this day, you havent let me down once, its always the other way round. i'm so sorry i can only repay your kindness with disappointment.
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved methanks for being one of the few i can trust with my secrets. i rmb how we really trusted each other (and still do!) and yeah you told me lots of stuff you've never told anyone. you've never ever revealed anything i didnt want you to, except for two occasions i think, one when you let it slip in front of you friends (but made them swear to not tell anyone anyway) and two, last years list. but i realised that its my fault anyway, so yeah.
thanks for being the friend i can always confide in, be it troubles or gossip or problems or good news or feelings or whatever, you've always readily lent a listening ear. thanks for all our crazy midnight conversations and breaking of records (which incidentally, stands at urm what was it? 3.50am or smth) thanks for still messaging me to cheer me up/on though your message limit's already exploded.
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
then soon, we started being more open with our friendship. we took our first picture, we waved openly when noone was looking, we exchanged secret grins, we mentioned each other on our blogs (
I LOVE YOU LOGANPIE!) etc. to me, the ultimate step that touched me the most was when you admited to your friends that we're, well, friends :D :D :D and although im not on top of your friends list (HAHAHAHA) yeah was really shocked and touched when you told me! :D hahah we went out for outings twice, not including the times i helped you do all your shit, eg helping you buy ICECREAM or GOING ALL THE WAY to j8 to collect your stupid tickets and pass them back yo you at amk library. then again, you did a lot of stuff for me too, like the FALLOUTBOY concert call and whatnot. and im really really sorry i only got a 2 on your friendtest ): like felt damn bad when like may got what, 100? haha was fun tho (: and this year! all the popping up to your class, scandalstairs, lynning and jming around!! always popping into your class and disturbing the tchr :D
jf: err. wo ke yi jian yu4 mei2 mahh?
sjw: HAR. shen me?
jf: erm. yu4 mei4!
sjw: zhao shui?
jf: yu2 mei4..
sjw: puzzled look.
jf: AIYAH. RACHEL TAY LAH.
:D
you were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved meand then 2/25/o7, exactly one month before my birthday, we sorta hugged. :D forced, but still sorta. HAHA. yeah i admit it was awkward and very forced and embarassing, but looking back now, i guess i dont regret it (: who knows whens the next time we'll get to hug again? (: let's not drift, cause i really cant bear to. and YOU. promise to come back at every opprtunity okay :D thanks one last time for all those moments, for trusting and believing in me, and for everything.
I'm everything I am
Because you loved mebecause you loved me (:---
okay this whole chunk is for
MAYLEE, cause i prosmied her i'll blog my thanks :D
psst. sorry this is so overdue!
HELLO :D first ever bougain PS! :D THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH for everything! those crazy crazy lame times and jokes and just plain horsing around :D stealing of ezlink cards and crazy ideas for emcee and harry potter and our repairing wands!!! omg miss those times :D
thanks for all your advice throughout these years! dont worry, i WILL change (: i'll do my best to do what you said and change my attitude and everything. thanks for always believing the best in me and always giving me chances. thanks for standing up for me and being there for me! i rmb in sec two i really looked up to you cause (HAHA) i thought you were cool to juggle PL seriousness and bougain joking tgt. like being serious when you need to be yet not losing your fun streak and everything. (: thanks for putting up with my irritatingness and annoyingness and everything. you and cheryl are the best PLs ever! :D emceeing with you was great, HAHA i dont think id have that much fun with anyone else when discussing boring scripts and stupid casinos. xD thanks for all the 269s home tgt and waiting at the interchange until you left :D and the emoing in the bus when you talked to your friends! HAHA wont ever forget that, thought it was quite funny :D oh and THANKS for being such a great rp! you helped me with a lot of stuff when i needed help! HEE the OVEREXAGGERATION of an EMERGENCY that got me crying madly in the car. HMPH.
sorry for all the many times i let you down, not meeting up to your expectations and letting my immaturity be a problem. :/ sorry on behalf of the squad for the horrible footdrill sessions when everyone refused to time and all. sorry for always throwing your shoes down the specs stand when you get too irritating during patrol meetings :D and sorry for my irresponsibility and screwing up of cf :/ AND. DAMN DAMN freaking sorry for deleting the whole chunk of script that day, I REALLY REALLY dont know what i did! ><
thanks for giving me the chance to be a commander. :Oi swear, i really didnt expect to be the eighth.i wont let you down, not again :Dhee your jokes always cheer me up :D even emcee auds with you was fun! especially the HARRYPOTTER ONE zomgness! (: making them shout and coming up the container class to perform :D and the CALLBACKS. twograce classroom! HAHAHA FIGHTING WITH BROOMSTICKS. and being the DISTRACTION omg was LOVE. HAHHA AND SETTING TRAPS FOR THE SEC TWOS WHICH IN THE END RESULTED IN ME FALLING DOWN xD haha the fan in front of the door to blow them away! and the JELLING OF HAIR HAHAHA. I LOVE YOU MALFOY! :D harrypotterGoCF '07 was freak awesome :D dont know if you can rmb, or if it had as big as an impact on you as on me, but yeah, thats something i'll never forget, and thank you so much for everything! :D
YOU COME BACK TOO OKAY.
AND PS. you OWE ME MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT :D :D
and thanks for telling everyone my dads a raving manical lunatic. xD
AND yes i know my suit cant fit you.
too bad :D
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES MAY LEE MING FANG! :D---
afternotes.
and hey my loganpie. :D
just want you to know, although you DIDNT bring me to UK to buy xmen stuffs, i still love you :D
we'll just have to take the later flight.
cause i'll always be waiting for ya.love,
jeanpie. xXx
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I'm gonna make it bend and break
(It sent you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case god doesn't show
(Let the good times roll
Let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's for wrongs that make the words come to life
Who does he think he is?
If that's the worst you got, better put your fingers back to the keys
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter
Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going back
In these crystal balls
It's always cloudy
Except when you look into the past
One night stand
(One night stand)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter
They say
"I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms
Collecting patient lovers"
Get me out of my mind
Get you out of those clothes
I'm a letter away
From getting you into the mood
Whoa
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter
(One night, one more time)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you
Only sweeter
One night and yeah, one more time
(One night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
(For the memories)
Thanks for the memories
(For the memories)
See, he tastes like you
Only sweeter---
goodbye my lovergoodbye my friend,you have been the onefor me.<3Labels: emo, farewell, guides, love, lyrics, pictures
8:00 AM
WHEE!
this is late but, yeah.
birthday was
awesome shit! :D
thanks truckloads to all those who stayed up till twleve to wish me! :D
especially jiamin gets tay may lijia lou!
k recappp!
honestly. day started out horribly. cried some HAHA.
then was feeling terrible and emo cause like it was suchh a boring and drab day ):
THEN,
SIZZLE CALLED. hahah!
meet jol lou and gets at town!
and they refused to tell me the plan :D
so anyway, they were horribly late :'(
and they said they didnt get me presents ): HAHA.
cause gets thought it was FIRST JULY OMF. and lou and jol no time -.-
and when they (finally) arrived! they took me to swangsons! I LOVE SWANGS :D
which is damn sweet cause last year my parents said they would and in the end they ditched me ): so they were making up for it (:
so anyway! they brought me to the swensons and when i stepped in, ppl started singing birthday songs HAHA. not for me tho -.- looked over and to my and lous surprise, we saw eirene! [pronunced: eye-rhee-knee] HAHA : D shes a j1 girl and super nice la. came over to say hi (:
then we sat at the table and lou jol gets immediately started conversing in code which was DAMN IRRITATING HAHAH.
eg,
gets: SHIT LOU! when they serve the BC, then we gice the RC!?
lou: i dno! the NB how!?
jol: HARR!? LET ME HEAR!
haha damn coolness :D
then jol ordered after THEY THREE DISCUSSED and daoed me ): and they ordered smth secret HAHA and didnt tell me what.
turns out they ordered the birthday icecream thingum and my favorite BANANA CRUMBLE GOSHNESS : D like okay i have the best friends in the world! so the birthday ice cream with a candle came and they sang a birthday song : D damn fun lahh i think we made damn shitload of noise x) then while we dug in, the three of them suddenly started staring and smirking and nodding and prodding and conversed in secret code again!
and suddenly!
POOOFFF! they produced this ripcurl bag! :D HAHA. THEY BOUGHT ME DAMN NICE SLIPPERS! cause they noticed that im poor and only have my old blue ones omg i freaKing love love love sizzle! so was damn touched xD
k after the bday icecream, they served banana crumble! (: and then they did the stupid CODE SYSTEM AGAIN. and WHEEE gets started brandishing this topshop bag!! :D ubberr prettaye notebook and they filled it with sweet stuffs and notes : D HAHA DAMN TOUCHED AGAIN. cried like a total of three times alr -.- cause was damn happy and touched!
k after crumble, we ordered our real meals HAHA. yes fats ): got a chicken baked rice and jol got AGLIOOLIO : D damn love. then i said that we share the cost k! then lou said:
lou: yeah we paying for what we eat.
-catches gets's eye and nods meaningfully-
jf: SERIOUS AH! dont pay for me k dont want to be a freeloader!
gets: hm. ye-aahh.
jf: GUIDE HONOUR! swear that we share equally!
jol: -coughs- urm im not a good guide, so cant do guide honour.
gets: -coughing fit-
lou: ahem, im not a good guide either. -looks away.-
HAHA. so after two hours of binging and fun, thw bill arrived! and it was over fifty >: ( SO TOOK OUT WALLET AND SUDDENLY THEY JUMPED INTO ACTION. like they snatched my wallet away and the paid the full bill wtf. thats freaking ex la like that included the ex slippers and notebook confirm damn ex ); so was quite pissed. but they were like begging me to let them pay so i was like k wtv la HAHA.
then THE BIG PLAN PART TWO : D
we rannnn to cine to watch a movie! (: last minute desicion but wth (: lou and jol insisted on REWATCHING the boring potc but gets and i were adamant about SHREK HAHA. so we watched shrek! AND GUESS WHAT, they freaking treated me again ): felt damn bad.
anyway, movie rocked! damn funny, but not all that memorable xD we owned the whold row of seats man. put our legs up high and curled up into balls and laughed and giggled madly :D ANG GUESS WHAT. the seat i was seating on was J 01. which is fucking cool cause JUNE 01!!!! OMG hahaha damn significant and didnt even realise it :D then we went j8 to get lous shilingji -.- and went to check out my spiderman 3 game!
[edit: JIAYAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS, ive decided you can buy me a spiderman3 game or a new ipod! :D ]THENNN! my phone rang and zomgness! HAHAHA IT WAS EmoKidsUtd minus me and lj!! team columbia! haha wtv. CLAUDS CHARLOTTE SHU CALLED MEEE. and they started screaming happy birthday and everything and was uber touched cause i thought theyed forgot :D turned out they were busy w rmun and could only call then : D
haha then went hoommme after walking some. then sheena and gang came over to celebrate zomg! : D and mom bought me a birthday cake :D thought she forgot! :D and she gave me fifty bucks too hahahas. slept damn late playing sims and killing maids :D rockkiish.
then next morning! parents brought me to (zomg) swensons -.- HAHAHA. maybe they were feeling bad bout pangsehhing me last year xP and i ordered the exact same thing lah.
okay rounding off! thanks a lottt to everyone who made my day!!!! esp my dad, who freaking bought me my ds lite and pkmn diamond and digimon story ds! HAHA. and of course sizzle! cause yeah theyve been saving a lot for firstjune :D and they spent over 130 i think.
haha wheeeeee!
okay off to check on loganjean stuffs! havent been keeping up with redshipping much due to training digimons. xD
Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning and burning down
Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know, you'll know ;so we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss <3Labels: birthdays, gameboy, outings, shoutouts, sizzle
